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This is just going to be a very random post. Most of it won’t make much sense I am sure but I have a lot of one or two sentences floating around my brain…..

Today I finally read day 100 for my Bible reading plan. I have two different reading plans going on right now. The one I am actually reading is the Canonical and I should be closer to 300 days than 100 days. But I am reading and that is what is important. I then listen to Four Streams as I fall asleep at night. Both of these are from the YouVersion application on my phone. Love it really. If I don’t have my Bible I can still read, but I really do like having my Bible. I really like highlighting things He is pointing out to me. I made it too day 100! And it was: 2 Samuel 19, 2 Samuel 20 and 2 Samuel 21. It will probably me so much more when I hit day 183 and I have passed the half way mark!

My Middle Monkey is becoming involved with things as school. I am grateful because for a very long time he has avoided things that have to do with the school. At the same time I hate that he is involved with things because the things he picks seem to take up so much time. Call me selfish but I like my Wednesdays. I get to go to Bible study in the morning and I get to either do choir or Bible study at night. But with him doing all these school things that is becoming really difficult. Especially now that he no longer having practice at the school and we have to drive him to and from his practice and to and from practice to his team dinners. Not only does it cut out the one thing I love, it is going to break our gas budget.

Oldest Monkey got a new job. He starts his training this week. All I can say about this is please pray that he picks up quickly and is able to keep and maintain this job.

Jack in the Box is finally an employee at the place he has been temping. It comes with a small raise. Hours don’t change, days don’t change and shift doesn’t change. We will be able to enroll (or maybe I should say we have to enroll) and participate with the insurance plan they offer. They only offer one and it isn’t really that bad compared to others he has had but it still is going to hurt our budget. But I am giving thanks and praise that we are able to move forward. I have joy and feel peace about this.

My mouth is killing me. I am seriously about ready to go on an all liquid diet because everything I get is getting stuck and then I am having pain. I am beginning to doubt being able to hold out until the insurance starts. And then getting in for a first appointment and then back for repair work and coming up with the money for it. And praying that it hasn’t gotten so bad that I need a root canal instead of just being cleaned out and refilled.

I am so exhausted. I am beginning to think that something is going on with me. I don’t sleep well at night. But not only that but I think my health or lack of health has a lot to do with it (duh). Maybe going on a liquid diet wouldn’t be such a bad thing! hahaha I really need to lose some weight so I can start feeling better. I am beginning to feel like a hypochondriac with all that is “wrong” with me.

 

Today, Today, Today


Today has been a rough day. No real reason why honestly. Just a down day.

I am frustrated with a lot of things. The house is always a mess. No matter how much I clean or how much I try to keep it things organized, when you are doing it yourself and just listening to others complain you can’t keep up on it.

I am not connecting with my husband the way I should be. All of a sudden I am lacking in all desire. Actually it isn’t all of a sudden. It has been an ongoing issue for a while. And I think part of the issue is he never really attempts to initiate fully. Lately I hear my Ex’s old words in my head. And then not feeling so pretty and my husband and I not having sex makes it so I feel even worse.

My weight is also adding to my issues. Thankfully I am back to the gym on Monday. But I still have some other issues to work on and the first couple of weeks are just going to be an adjustment period for me. And I am still trying to figure out how to set my info for running/walking in runkeeper. I think I have figured it out in my head but until I know for certain it still floats around up there.

In the end it will all work out for the best and in the end I have to fight the Enemy and keep my thoughts on Him and know that He loves me and I am beautiful in His eyes. It is all stuff I struggle with though and I need to work on it.

Bible read again today! Lord speak to me through Your words!